I just feel that I am so not in the right state of mind.

I had a feeling that I might flunk my work for this semester.

I worried when I couldn't understand bits and bite of it.

But yet, somehow, it just went on without any actions being done.

I promised myself to finish my tutorial and start revision.

But when I read the first question on MOH3,

I feel that the world is collapsing on me.

Am I the only one or there are still a lot outside facing the same problem as me?

I don't know what I want. 

What I need to do. 

And what should I eventually do to help myself.

Can I catch New Moon tomorrow?

Or should I ask,

Am I able to do that? 

It's in the season of PROCRASTINATION.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 I don't know why everytime you thought you are happy with your life.

Something will just crush down it.

Making you out of a sudden, becoming so not you.

And everything seems to be going down on a steep slope.

And the thought of failure and giving up have been threatening my mind.

I just feel simply stress up with schoolwork.

I can't seem to understand and do my work.

Facing tutorials make my brain go bizarre.

I am always looking foward to Elearning for the past few semesters.

And I am dreading it now.

But luckily, I do not have to hug onto my phone anymore.

I had my telephone etiquette assessment.

Although the content is kinda messed up, but tutor had no comments.

So i depict it as a favourable answer....

It was scary at the point when she call.

I really need to find a place where is totally away from the hectic urban life.

And shout out extremely loud.

I think that will refreshed me up better.

Can anyone teach me how to? or take me out?

I need a realistic companion that are not two-faced creatures.

And no more ridiculous problems happening.

This will really helps me alot.

Lastly, I had to constantly remind myself that CTs are coming in 2 week's time.

I am definitely not prepared and able to face it.

And I seriously have to treasure my precious time in trying to brush up my work.

I need guidance.

I am weirdo, so do everyone....

It's been ages since LYZJ last went out together.

It seems we had really been gathering out only on birthday celebration.

We should really be going out not for any purpose.

BUT JUST TO HAVE FUN!!!!

I do know that this had to wait till the holidaysssss.....

Anyway, me and xue didn't really surprise the birthday girl and boy for our presence there.

But we went to Tori Shabu for lunch.

And it was indeed nice and filling.

I will go again someday in the future soon!

The waitress there are all dressed in french maid costumes.

HAHAHA.

Then we splitted into two groups in completing our mission.

Daren and Vivian got their presents from it.

And it was actually the first time that our whole clique took neoprints together.

To conclude, neoprint is actually not really suitable for big groups of people.

HAHAHA.

Then, off to ION for their amazing race.

Me and sally stationed at the same booth!

All i could say is full of exclaimation mark(s).

Gathered back at the christmas tree @ ION.

Took really lots of pictures there.

But mostly were with sally.

Will get it from her soon!

They danced "Sorry Sorry" so as to get their present from us.

We actually hand-made a card for them.

It spends us the whole Friday doing tit.

The whole day end with a WOW.

But everyone is dead beat.

 

 

 

I had a hard time waking up for school!

But I was still late yet I reach punctually in school.

My eye lids could close at any point of time.

Our Man & Machine Robot is done-ed!

And is dismantled already.

Farewell to teacher as it was our last lesson.

We are actually very happy about it.

Lunched at Mac@Amk.

Almost had Mac every monday and everytime is MCSPICYYY!

My phone had been sticking with me almost the whole day.

I even on my volume of my laptop to almost max,

when I am having afternoon nap.

To avoid missing Miss Kwek's call.

I guess she will be calling tomorrow.

And i cannot sleep late tomorrow due to this!

Project tomorrow at Hg.

Lixian do miss me a lot!

Drinking session with heather soon soon.

Hopefully sat.

I promised myself not to stay at home on a saturday.

And yet, I am doing that all because of my tutorials.

Cause tomorrow's day out.

Elearning at home next week sounds like a good news right.

But when you see the sight of work piling up on MEL,

I am sure you will want to just go back to school for lessons.

And not going back to school for lesson doesn't mean not going back for projects.

I guess I will be back to school or at least faced work for almost everyday.

I am starting to rant all my frustrations out again.....

SORRY LAH....

We had completed our mission yesterday.

And i think it was wonderful.

People praise that we are cooooooooooool.

And I like our masterpiece.

LOVE LOVE.

I seriously like my CAMERA TEE-SHIRT.

Although is cheap, but who cares!

HAHAHA.

Thanks to peishan for helping me get it before the rain pours.

 Gotta be energized for tomorrow.

Good food!

So sad, me and xue are not able to join the rest for celebration.

They will had a GOOODDDD TIME.

And realised that we are I.M.P.O.R.T.A.N.T!

You are indeed a turn off.

I will leave the stage.

Continue on with your craps with a new one.

Let's see when you will find their flaws and pick on them.

I found Tumblr a nicer place than this.

You can see people walking barefooted for the first time in poly.

People totally drenched out and how we walk in water.

Here and there, puddles and puddles of water.

And there's video on FB about how makan place had a waterfall flowing out from the light.

And how atruim became a baby pool with people making boats floating.

HAHAHAH.

Cranky scene that you will never could had imagined.

Adding to it, because of the rain.

We actually had to wait for 45 mins just for our buses.

When the first bus came, almost half of the people in the busstop was rushing for it.

Then when the bus captain actually drove to the very front,

everyone starts the groaning sound.

Is seriously damn hilarious if you was there.

But luckily, i managed to squeeze up the third bus.

^^

Anyway, taking shuttle with sally is always nightmare.

She is a horrible friend indeed.

People do stay far from her!

And once again, tomorrow is F.R.I.D.A.Y!

I am so disappointed that I won't be able to join in the celebration for sunday.

But I had actively participated in the planning!

Tomorrow, I am so gotta get that camera tee!

THAT BLOGSHOP FINALLY REFUNDED MY MONEY!

Oh yeah, dining etiquette on wednesday was tragic.

Not because of anything but the FOOODDDDDD!

The chicken chop was of a pathetic small portion except that the soup is one big bowl.

But learning all those correct way of holding the silverware,

it will make me more elegant, i believe.

And I am sure I will take a much longer time than usual.

And my tutor say drink was actually H2O which we thought is the sports drink.

In the end, it turns out to be PLAIN WATER.

But discussing about business during dinner is such a difficult chore,

eating must be a very enjoyable chore.

But now, they made it a tough one.

E-learning next week, no physical lecture or tutorial.

But it marks piles and piles of online assignments to be done.

And it sounds so nice, but actually it is the chance that the school gives us to do our project.

So many project, and all is going to be submitted after E-learning week.

Wish me luck especially for the telephone etiquette next week.

My tutor is going to call me and I am supposed to serve her

as a customer service telephone operator.

I need lots and lots of luck!

I left one last pathetic question for tax tutorial tomorrow.

And yet, I don't think i will do it.

I don't really like lessons on FRIDAY.